Last Resort

Jun. 9th, 2021 04:09 am
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Every day, since the day that Addison waltzed back into his life, the day that he became so paralyzed by change and fear that he let Meredith go, he finds it harder and harder to get out of bed. In fact, the only thing that gets him out of bed is the hope that he’ll cross paths with his now-former girlfriend and possibly, maybe even share a conversation with her. Hoping that maybe he can even make her smile. It’s the closest he manages to a smile himself these days. And so he drags himself out of bed and off to rounds, barely acknowledging Addison’s presence in the trailer.

Date: 2021-06-09 09:23 am (UTC)
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It’s wholly awkward, this whole thing with Derek, the fact that he’s back with Addison and they all have to work with one another. She just the best to avoid him but he’s just always there, like when she’s in the elevator or, like today, in line for coffee.

Date: 2021-06-09 10:00 am (UTC)
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“Cristina and I have been scouting for surgeries since four,” she says, lifting her shoulders into a shrug before she orders a muffin for breakfast, too. “What about you? What on your agenda?”

Date: 2021-06-09 11:58 pm (UTC)
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“Well, as long as I’ve passed your judgement I might as well call the day a success and go home,” she shoots back, dropping the change she was going to pay with into the tip jar.

Date: 2021-06-10 12:32 am (UTC)
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“What? What are you looking at? Do I have toothpaste on my face?” Meredith asks, reaching to swipe at her mouth and her cheeks, thinking of no other reason he’d look at her like that after choosing Addison instead.

Date: 2021-06-10 01:07 am (UTC)
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“Good,” she answers, biting into her breakfast though she keeps an eye on Derek, because he’s making her wonder what the hell is on his mind with his gaze so firmly on her face.

Date: 2021-06-10 04:50 am (UTC)
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"And a certain redhead," Meredith says before she can stop herself, feeling immediate shame and redness warming up her cheeks.

Date: 2021-06-10 05:46 am (UTC)
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“I guess you really can have it all, then,” she says, raising her brow before she turns and starts in the general direction that she hopes that Cristina is in.

Date: 2021-06-10 06:08 am (UTC)
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Meredith spends most of the day in the ER doing sutures and walk-ins, feeling an immense amount of guilt for how she’d spoken to Derek, even if she’d only been protecting herself the one way she knew how.

Date: 2021-06-10 06:58 am (UTC)
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She sees him from across the ER and he looks hurt, upset, none of the things she wants him to be even after everything. She crosses the room once she’s finished suturing, ready to be more friendly. “Did you have a consult?”

Date: 2021-06-10 07:32 am (UTC)
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"I, oh, I'm sorry," Meredith says, because no patient loss is ever easy. She shakes her head. "And I'm sorry for earlier about... well, being me."

Date: 2021-06-10 07:53 am (UTC)
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“You think so?” Meredith asks, eyebrow quirking upward. She likes to believe she’s not so easy to read, but maybe she is. Maybe he knows her better than she thinks.

Date: 2021-06-10 08:15 am (UTC)
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"You haven't even known me that long, Derek Shepherd," she counters, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth before she can stop herself. "I could have all kinds of dark and mysterious things in my background."

Date: 2021-06-11 02:07 am (UTC)
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“Such a tragedy you’ll never know,” she says, drinking in his smile like she can’t have enough of it although on her face a simple smirk remains.

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